What is your relation with knowledge?
Do you think of knowledge as an external entity limited to schools? If so, does it make you uncomfortable because it changes your mental map of the world and reality?
Do you crave knowledge? Do you consider it a way to expand your reality?
Are you frustrated when you study a field and discover that the amount of information on the topic is far greater than what you initially estimated? Does it frustrate you to never have a complete grasp of a field, even less of reality?
Do you have the impression that the more you learn, the more you notice vast hidden rooms you never thought existed in your mental representation of reality?